3199) you know, drugs weren't my first choice. they really weren't. but you weren't there when i really needed you. i honestly had nothing. and drugs made things better. they still do. so fuck you for that.
“But in some cases it is really more credible to be carried away by an emotion, however unreasonable, which springs from a great love, than to be unmoved.”—Fyodor Dostoevsky, from The Brothers Karamazov (via violentwavesofemotion)